PAWD

Post-Assessment Withdrawal Disorder.

That's right, I just diagnosed myself and made up a disease OH SNAP.
Meaning, I've noticed that in the immediate 24 hours or so after a major-ish assessment that has caused me distress, I go into this... assessment withdrawal. Symptoms -

- do not want to do any work
- dazed. what is this, no urgent work to do?!
- sitting in front of computer doing nothing productive
- in need of eargasm-inducing music and unable to find any

...Or maybe that's just what it's like today. Yeah.
This only applies to assessments that have made me angry for longer than a day or so. Also, they have to be HSC-counting assessments. I think.

But sometimes HSC-counting assessments don't cause me to stress/procrastinatehorribly beforehand, and those are okay.


WHAT A FRIGGING DISJOINTED/RANDOM POST. Okay maybe not that bad compared to others, but for some reason I feel like my ability to articulate has been... forced to run a four-minute mile, briefly experienced a spasm of victory/relief, collapsed into a state of restful quiescence, then extremely suddenly roused from its catatonic pseudo-hibernation and IMMEDIATELY DEFENESTRATED (from a vertigo-inducing height)

And yeah I do occasionally like using unnecessarily sesquipedalian words. Not otiose at all. This is kind of fun, acting like a vocab-tard. Maybe I should play FreeRice now. GETTING PAST LEVEL 50 = SO FRIGGING HARD --


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Oh, look, I have homework to do.